not-so-wordless wednesday:miss that grin

hey

enough with subtle hints
tell me already!

about my father

actually
my father's very concerned
on my studies
he's more of a perfectionist
when it comes to this

so well kalo cakap ngn abah
pasal studies
i get very chicken
bila cakap tak lehbuat ke ape
so i would just say
ok lah boleh la

tapi kali ni
well ntah la xm kali ni
tah la tak tau nak cakap camne
hmm

and well my father pun aware ngn me now
and everyday he's been calling
u know
being all supportive

and tadi for the 1st time ever
i dont know if i sounded bit in despair ke dlm phone call td
for the 1st time
abah cakap..takpe lah..takpe jgn fikir yang lepas2 dah

perghh siyes ly first time
b4 ni lain..
lain sgt

and yup upon hearing that
rase terharu
rase teary-eyed sket tadi

miss home very much
now especially


saje random: im not weak.ive been through this before..just sekarang lain..just, different

the dream

i woke up to a dream so nice
a nice yet sad dream actually
sad as it only appears in dream

and i woke up from it
not on own's will
it was my father
it was a phone call from him

i woke up in happiness
thinking it's true
but in split second, only to realize it was just a dream
something i've longed for
and how pitiful
it's only just a dream
never reality

be glad i should
it's like god is showing me
stop.
stop.

get up


what a dream

the hottest love, the coldest end

saje random: the dream was true indeed..tapi the last phrase was based on 'Atonement'..hehe